January 2009
34 posts
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cos there no hope for today  Breathe for love tomorrow  Cos maybe there’s another way  I Climb, I Slip, I Fall  Reaching for your hands  But I Lay Here All alone  Sweating all your blood  If I could find out how  To make you listen now  Because im staving for you here  With my undieing love and I  ….I Will 
Jan 30th
i absolutely hate
being confused. i NEED to get out of san jose.
Jan 30th
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Jan 29th
i think my cat
is on speed. 
Jan 29th
Jan 29th
i want to move.
meet new people, do new things.  I’m just ready for something new.
Jan 28th
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Jan 27th
Jan 26th
holy shit.
i don’t think my throat has ever hurt this bad before.
Jan 25th
didn't go to sleep till 7 am
last night was fun though. i’m really glad me and loreal have been hanging out with callie and stacy because we don’t have many girlfriends here and they are exactly like the two of us. its nice finding friends like that. 
Jan 24th
chico loves.
i will miss you all. see you next weekend!
Jan 23rd
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Jan 22nd
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Jan 21st
really good day.
thats all i have to say :) (didn’t mean for that to rhyme haha)
Jan 21st
Jan 20th
Oh, such a prima donna, sorry for myself
But green, it is also summer  And I won’t be warm till I’m lying in your arms
Jan 20th
Jan 20th
my birthday is today!
thank you to everyone who has wished me a happy birthday! love you all. last night was a good start but today/tonight will hopefully be even better.  it feels good to be 19.
Jan 17th
Jan 17th
i think
i found a keeper :)
Jan 14th
apparently
i look like i just got out of jail, or a hoodlum? or atleast thats what my parents think about me. lovely isn’t it? my dad wouldn’t stop calling me today. of course he said the same shit every time he called. “your ruining your beautiful body,” “this is one of the worst mistakes i think you have ever made.” blah blah blah blah blah. he always puts me in the...
Jan 13th
Jan 12th
what a lovely morning.
i honestly think my dad is bipolar or something.  he is being such a fucking dick. just got kicked out of his house so i’m at loreal’s venting. but watch he will call me tomorrow and leave me a voice mail apologizing to me.  this always happens.
Jan 11th
dirt bike riding in holister
was so much fun today. fell twice going hella fast and kinda fucked up my knee but it was all worth it. i’m really glad ryan invited me. some old man and this kid ran straight into each other and they had to be air lifted out of the track. soo shitty. i’m excited to go again.  amanda is coming over soon then hanging out with nic and ryan so hopefully tonight will be just as fun as...
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Jan 4th
WatchWatch
hahahahaha drunk as shit.
Jan 3rd
Jan 3rd
14 more days..
till my birthday!
Jan 3rd
ouch.
my chest is sore. 
Jan 2nd