January 2009
34 posts
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cos there no hope for today Breathe for love tomorrow Cos maybe there’s another way I Climb, I Slip, I Fall Reaching for your hands But I Lay Here All alone Sweating all your blood If I could find out how To make you listen now Because im staving for you here With my undieing love and I ….I Will
i absolutely hate
being confused. i NEED to get out of san jose.
i think my cat
is on speed.
i want to move.
meet new people, do new things. I’m just ready for something new.
holy shit.
i don’t think my throat has ever hurt this bad before.
didn't go to sleep till 7 am
last night was fun though. i’m really glad me and loreal have been hanging out with callie and stacy because we don’t have many girlfriends here and they are exactly like the two of us. its nice finding friends like that.
chico loves.
i will miss you all. see you next weekend!
really good day.
thats all i have to say :)
(didn’t mean for that to rhyme haha)
Oh, such a prima donna, sorry for myself
But green, it is also summer And I won’t be warm till I’m lying in your arms
my birthday is today!
thank you to everyone who has wished me a happy birthday! love you all. last night was a good start but today/tonight will hopefully be even better.
it feels good to be 19.
i think
i found a keeper :)
apparently
i look like i just got out of jail, or a hoodlum? or atleast thats what my parents think about me. lovely isn’t it? my dad wouldn’t stop calling me today. of course he said the same shit every time he called. “your ruining your beautiful body,” “this is one of the worst mistakes i think you have ever made.” blah blah blah blah blah. he always puts me in the...
what a lovely morning.
i honestly think my dad is bipolar or something. he is being such a fucking dick. just got kicked out of his house so i’m at loreal’s venting. but watch he will call me tomorrow and leave me a voice mail apologizing to me.
this always happens.
dirt bike riding in holister
was so much fun today. fell twice going hella fast and kinda fucked up my knee but it was all worth it. i’m really glad ryan invited me. some old man and this kid ran straight into each other and they had to be air lifted out of the track. soo shitty. i’m excited to go again.
amanda is coming over soon then hanging out with nic and ryan so hopefully tonight will be just as fun as...
hahahahaha drunk as shit.
14 more days..
till my birthday!
ouch.
my chest is sore.